New Month New Background

Hello Everyone!!!

It is the second day of March 2014!!! In spirit of this month I changed my background once again. Yes, St. Patty's Day is this month on the 17th. I don't partake in this holiday, but I know so many that do. :) As you know from my new year post, I will be changing my background in honor of the month's holiday. Remember on the 8th of the month it is Women's Day! So if you have a special woman in your life show her some love( you should her love every day of the year and not just one or two days). This is a short post, but I just had to show you guys and ladies some love and until next time. *muah*

Personal rant

I just had to write these feelings out. It's a personal rant that I am posting just to show someone out there that is going through something like this that you are not alone.




I started this out not knowing what to say. This thought has been really have on my heart as of the past few months. I feel like this is a safe place for me to express these thoughts and emotions. I been in love with a man for 10 years of my life, but I always been the best friend. For 10 years, I just played my role as my heart bleed. Don't get it wrong, I had relationships, but my heart always wanted him. I tried and tried so many times to get over him and "let it go", but there was always something not allowing me to let go. Now I see that the writing is on the wall and he has a girlfriend, but that force will not let go. I miss my best friend, but this foolish pride will not allow me to reach out to him. I guess I don't want to seem like a pest or something. I guess I just got to get use to not talking to him, and it's going to be hard since I known him since I was 14.